Hiii this is a sorta dream journal!! Sooo ironically the website about dreams has an owner who rarely gets dreams and barely remembers them when they do get them.. Wellll when they write them down they basically remember it forever soo there's that!! ^^ They're trying their best :3
I was driving around with my friend, in some super dark part of town it seems, very sparse lights, gmod backrooms esque yellow ass streetlights, and fog. UHMMM AND THEN WE WERE LIKE PARKED AND STUFF FOR SOME REASON AND THEN FOR SOME REASON I JUST LIKE GAVE HER HEADPATS!??!??! >///< I DON'T KNOW OKAY??? ANYWAYS THAT WAS IT
Oh my gosh WHY AM I WITH SCHOOL PEOPLE AGAIN?!?! It seemed like I was in some sort of mall, very white, very well lit, awesome looking place. Andd.. my acdec teammates were captured?!?!?! That's right we were roleplaying in this dream, and I was tasked with saving my fellow teammates from.. staying kidnapped longer..? I got some sort of gun that shot out purple goo, that apparently was what eleminated the bad guys. And some dude was like spraying himself with his own purple goo gun, uhmmm wonderful?? Anyways I got to this open part of the mall and all my teammates were there being held by this like sticky sheet of like goo?? It looked like it was made of that same material that those little rubber hand thingies that you fling around and catch stuff with, the stretchy ones. Anyways I shot the guys who were holding them captive, and for some reason my biology teacher was just chilling there randomly and said "shooting your white sticky stuff???" uhmmm alright.. Anyways I got SO DISTRACTED becauseeeeeeee, THERE WAS A FREAKING RHYTHYM GAME ARCADE TO MY LEFT?!!??!?!?!?!?! That's right I dropped the gun, didn't save my teammates, didn't do ANYTHING relating to that, and I found it.. The newly rumored DJ MX pad, meant to be the successor to the beloved StepManiaX pad, featuring a beautiful white design, where it curved at the sides of the actual pads, 180 degrees, with beautiful stainless steel bars, that's right dreamself was the most excited they've ever been in their life, I was excited to play. I booted up the cabinet, and lo and behold.. an equally beautiful UI.. It was a light purple, with soft glowing dots in the background, and with beautifully transluscent panels and buttons. I could not believe it.. And dreamself was waiting for this moment too, one where I could flex upon all of my teammates, so they could see just how great I am (fantasies of the utter deranged). AND it was taken away, dream over..
I was quickly put out of that first part of the dream, which is kinda sad because I think it was super cute. What is the significance of it?? NOTHING I SWEAR DON'T LOOK INTO IT.... ANYWAYSSSSSS I do remember that rhythm game arcade from another dream, officially upgrading this area to a cross-dream(ed)space (Wooohoooo!!!) I haven't had one of these in actual years, I'm really happy about that. About that DJ MX pad?? It's not real, I immediately looked it up in the morning to see if it was real or imagination, and that's why I got the exact name!! It was in my search history :P I really liked that one, since I really like DDR!! :3
I was at school (again.. omg why have my dreams for the past week involved school, anywaysss) I was walking out of school, and I saw my friend omg!! And he was kinda evasive for a little bit while I tried to talk to him, but then he just like didn't do that randomly?? Anyways we were talking about something I can't quite remember, and boom fav part of the dream was over. I talked to one of the bus drivers for some reason, showing off my weird collection of old cellphones (for some reason lol) that had super weird gimmicks. One of the ones she pointed out was the sliding keyboard one, it looked reminiscent of the microsoft wireless keyboard I have. The color scheme was really what matched the phone, its silver gray with dark blue accents, and a monochrome green display, like a gameboy except with a backlight, so more like a gameboy light lol. She also pointed out the gaming one (LMAO) it was actually exactly like that cheap psp knockoff that scott the woz featured in his "dollar store gaming" video, except it was a phone.. And boom dream over.
Honestly I wish I could find a way to make my friend in this dream more comfortable with hanging out and stuff, I used to hang out with him and him soely during school and honestly idk what happened, he just suddenly stopped wanting to talk with that friend group and stuff, which honestly makes sense, and I guess I was seen as an extension to that maybe?? Idk he's still awesome, I've been trying to get him to warm up to talking more a little. Idk but I hope for the best for him <3
My school had a field trip in space, and the entire group of people that came was around like ten people seemingly also all of which part of my school, and we were touring some base in the middle of space and so there was no gravity outside. For some reason I had gotten seperated, locked out or something, from the rest of the group. Somehow I had forgotten how to put my helmet back on!!! That's right I was outside, no air, locked out, no helmet, I was just holding my breath while I tried to get back in through the door I was locked out of. Dreamself was starting to get pissed "how the heck did I forget to put this thing on!??!" Anyways holding my breath I found some other entrance, and boom I finally figured out how to put on my helmet there.. once I was okay.. lovely.. The rest of my group was there and they didn't even bat an eye that I was about to die lol. For some reason one of the people were kinda making fun of me for it, irl they're like super passive and chill idk why this was happening in my dream. Anyways dreamself pissed af, I have like one of those masks for spray painting, and I'm swinging it around in circles and hey happen to be getting made fun of so what better to do than no impulse control?? I like light smack each turn against this person, and they tell on the teacher, lol. Anyways dreamself is like "uh oh :c" and that's the end.
There were two stories in this dream but I forgot what the other one was exactly, it was something in like some fancy dining place, and essentially everyone from my school in the same grade were there, and I was told to do something silly that everyone else was doing?? I don't really remember soooooo.. Anywaysssss this first part was super weird and silly, and I think it's silly how my dreamself reacted to this, and how everyone else reacted, lol
I was in a hospital room, reminiscent of a school's nurse's office, with this dude who was upset that none of his friends would want to marry him, and for some reason I was trying to comfort him in that??? And then he talked about how he's gonna have to marry a girl instead, I told him something along the lines of "you can still be gay" which is so funny to say, and then for some reason he wanted ME!? Uhmmm this was not cool at all I don't want anything to do with this I'm super uncomfortable, and I like start to get away but omg of course this crazy dude was crazy, and started to follow me out of the room.. Anyways I'm speedwalking now as this big dude tries to force me to marry him, I go out of the building, and omg why am I still being followed. Anyways panic starts to set in, I'm sure the fight or flight thought process went a little like this "omg this emotionaly unregulatable dude is madly in love with me trying to chase me down, and is TWICE THE SIZE OF ME, I have NO OPTION BUT TO RUN AHHH" I am basically running now like I could tell my dreamself was actually scared now, and holy cow good thing there were lots of people in the hospital, because once I entered I immediately told everyone "help me this guy is gonna hurt me" or something like that.. AND THE HORRIBLE PART IS THAT AT THE START NO ONE EVEN BATTED AN EYE, AND SO I WAS BASICALLY ON MY OWN.. But then he kinda started pushing people out of the way to get to me, and it started to attract attention. I finally got some cover though, behind the reception desk, where there were people there. FINALLLY people decided to stand up for what was happening, and a few different people were telling him off to get the heck outta here, and eventually he did.
Wow that was terrifying, uhmmm idk why no one paid any attention to me, even though I was calling for help, and that I only got the help I needed when everyone else was being afected, wow real life reference.
Okayyy time for the subplot, for some reason I had this story split in two by that first one I talked about, so it looked like I was playing some video game, and the protagonist is just some dude, who from the beginning we know that something that happened to him in elementary school has affected him for the rest of his life for some reason..?? Anyways there's like a miniboss enemy among a bunch of others and my character has some kind of shotgun, there's also some ally npcs fighting them off. Of course I don't immediately go fight them, I go look around at secret stuff like I usually do, and I found this dragon person, who turned into a normal person upon interacting, and I got some kind of quest that teleported me, I don't know what happened there or anything of the sort, maybe my sidequest was being chased down lmao. Anywaysss the second half of this story was like the end of the game, just some cutscene where the protag is like super op now, and like zooming around, finally got the antagonist, she's like some girl who has like snake hair not like medusa because it's like only some of it, and they are more like little tentacles more than anything, and she gets like a cut on the neck or something and like uses those to cover it and and stuff, while the protag is like venting about his elementary school trauma, and elaborates on it more than the beginning of the story, something something about always being exluded, and how that shaped him??
This one was kinda silly, the protag's backstory was kinda interesting, because from what I could make out it was just like not being part of groups and stuff which okay, I mean he was killing bad alien monster thinges soooo who really cares.
I started out in some goldsrc-esque hotel, where there were a bunch of teenagers my age in here getting in trouble, for messing around and uhmmm also murdering people?? I didn't see any people during this dream, nor was I told this was happening I just knew.. I was in a hallway with a lot of the doors open, and I was looking around to see what was going on. Each of these rooms had fresh trails of blood, sometimes guns and/or knives, and these rooms were incredibly empty; at most they had a single bed with a window to a pitch black view and some curtains, creepy.. Anyways approacing the end of the hallway I entered the second last door on the lefthand side, to suddenly be in an entirely new location. I was in the same yellow and brown color scheme of the hotel only in what looked like the central staircase of a mall. The lighting was subpar, and there were no windows to be seen, I went up the staircase to find a vast three-dimensional floor, and by that I mean there were layers to this single floor, with obstacles and stairways only navigable by epic parkour skills (lol). There were some stretches to just walk peacefully in, and I was taking those. Eventually I would start to find messages written in fresh blood, telling me turn back and that whatever I was approaching was dangerous and whatnot.. I kept going.. I was in what looked like that Half-Life 2 deathmatch Nova Prospekt map, except more yellow and dark, as well as being a wayyyy more scalable and vertical area. Anyways at some point I had apparently obtained a shotgun?!?! And it functioned like a Garry's Mod addon shotgun. And suddenly I had an urge to run back, I was in danger.. Soo I did just that, and hey good senses my dreamself has because I was being chased by a horde of zombies!?? At some point while beginning to run away I had suddenly gained really good maneuvering skills so y'know what? Let's go kill some zombies apaprently. I was basically flying around looping around stuff and taking down a few zombies, somehow. Anyways I made my way back towards the hotel and that's where my dream ends.
To be honest I don't know why my dream looked like a goldsrc rendition of the backrooms mixed with Half-Life 2. And I guess there's a lore implication that all the hotel poeples turned into zombies!!1! (lol) Anyways I think this is the closest I have ever gotten to having a nightmare that wasn't my dad's snore being heard throughout the house, I don't know why but I myself don't feel emotions in my dream, I can recognize that my dreamself does, it's like I'm peering into somebody else's life when I'm dreaming.